Past

I am nothing like you.
I will never be
I will never WANT to be you ever again.

I'm speaking hypothetically about my past.
When I look back, I see such a naive girl.
Someone that didn't know who she was
what she wanted
and let the world define it for her

let people..
irrelevant people define my world?

how dumb of me

I am in a new place,
eyes wide open
seeing the crap I used to deal with
and NOW I woke up, and realized I HAVE FULL control of what I want
who I am
where I want to be.

There is no stopping me,
because there is no stopping my destiny.. my future..

in the end, we all end up where we should.
past takes us to the present, and the present takes us to our future

every second of our lives
we make choices
and I choose to take control

I don't take your crap, my crap, the worlds crap anymore.
life is what it is,
you take it one day at a time, and it will be an emotional roller coaster,
but we all love roller coasters right? .. haha

life should be fun..
take advantage.
stop dwelling on CRAP.

Make a change. Today. Right NOW!