True Story

So I asked out my boyfriend yesterday to be my "boyfriend"
you guys must be thinking.. "uh... why didn't you let him do it?"

LOL

Well he did..
in the sweetest way EVER..
but I said NO

because we all know that I just got out of my 1st serious relationship.
I know my whole lesson on "rebounds" trust me.. I learned in college when I actually USED someone for that reason..
SO bad.. and extremely hurtful to the other person.
I learned..

so I knew this guy was different..
he cared..
and not just in a "hey, baby ,, ur fine" kind of CARE
i'm talking about the genuine "I LOVE YOU FRIEND" kind of care!

do you know how rare that is..??
to find that .. to find a friend that you mesh SO WELL with..
and finally taking it to a WHOLE NEW LEVEL???

it was such a hard transition for me..
but.. he made it so easy..
he made it so clear
he let me knowww
that he liked me for reasons BEYOND the superficial..
he liked me for me..
and wanted to take care of me
and cherish me

He sought me like a treasure..
and seriously EVERYDAY
never let me FORGET it
... HE NEVER STOPPED making me feel special..

He's different..
and for the first time
I feel like
I am in a good place
and I am "happy"

But yes I did it in the MOST cheesy TACKY way :(
i bought him a really cute cupcake and attached a home made note on it
it had.. a question mark on the front
and inside said "will you be my boyfriend?"
and he said of course :)

If you wanna know how he asked.. let me know and i'll b happy to share..
the more I share about him..
the more even you will see that he is different..
sort of made for me..

still.. on the same page..
still trying to make each other happy <3