Sadly, I have always felt like an average joe. Can't really exceed at anything I do. I can probably memorize something quickly.. but that's about it. It sounds sad in itself. lol. Ah, how envious I am of singers, writers, artist, etc. People that utilize their skills.
But then I realized.. what if I do have a talent but I just don't like it? That maybe without utilizing that talent.. I've completely made it void? I mean someone can be an amazing singer but hate singing. Other people who are geniuses and can find the cure for cancer probably aren't using their talented brains to do that because they would rather become pro skaters. Have you ever thought about that? Maybe I'm one of those people that just doesn't like the talent that I don't know that I have that I may have.. if you get what I mean..
I don't know. Sometimes I feel like the more I'm surrounded by people that know exactly who they are and what they want to do- I become more LOST because I try to be someone I'm not. I easily become inept.
What is up with this 22 yr old stage- being lost.
Why do I want to stand out and be more than just average.. I seriously wish I was content with just being average.. it would make my life a lot easier.
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